SPEAK UP, MORON!
LOOK! Ive created my own group! YAY! I think it’s cool that we all get to express ourselves here. Really, i couldn’t say what i wanted to say UNLESS i jot it down so i could tell ppl what’s going on in my mind.
You know how i stutter… A LOT!!! I even screwed up during debates cz i was sooo emotional. Damn.. And you know how it feels like to have a quick flashback of yourself; how u failed to answer a question, or give your opinions but somehow u didn’t manage to focus on the words you’re trying to speak out but instead you slurred and mumbled… GAHH! And THEN you say : " WHY DIDN’T I SAY THAT????" or "IS IT THAT HARD TO SAY IT???"
How I managed to qualify for public speaking - i don’t know. I believe that it’s my style and emotion (my ‘e-Xpression".. hehe) that triggers the audience’s reaction. It’s just my expression.. yeah.. I only have the gift to EXPRESS something.. gestures… blaa.. but no, i can’t speak well.. sigh.. i guess… gee.. now I’M confused.. 
It’s funny how, when i get on stage, i spoke fluently. But when i talk to ppl around me, it’s like:
STEP 1: to think what to say
STEP 2: save the words in mind
STEP 3: wait for my cue
STEP 4: SPEAK!
and then..
ERROR: stuttered..
FEEDBACK 1: "haa?"
FEEDBACK 2: "i don’t understand what you’re saying, Husna"
FEEDBACK 3: "ohh.. i thought you said —-. Say clearly ma.."
oh crap
sigh.. maybe next time i’ll walk around with a DUMMY’s GUIDE TO SPEAK.. nyeh
